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Up till now no one has asked me about the titles of my blog posts I realised. And I also realised that I don’t exactly read titles of blog posts as well. But somehow I know they signify something(:

Well i spent about the whole of yesterday doing up minutes for my pw group project file and realised that I did it to way too much detail. But at least we’ve got one thing out of the way. I know I need to practise my script later but that can wait. Wanted to call Jingying the whole day yesterday but I kept getting distracted. Then at night, by some sort of strange telepathy she called((:

“Eunice ah I’m really bored” she chattered in chinese. I miss her quite a bit

We were on a secret topic but it was a happy funny topic that had me chiding her all the way. Something was troubling me of course. Well, two things but they are not very very significant. I think. She made me feel better though(:

Mum called just now from bangkok. I was so happy to hear her voice, she sounds energetic and chirpy

My life is so boring that I went to grab a random book from my cousin’s room and started reading Fear Street by R.L.Stine. It’s..well not as frightening as the prologue proclaimed. But it’s a good mystery short story.

I’m contented to have you right here(: More than enough.

Messed

It’s getting hard to decipher what is to be done and what is not. I realise I’ve forgotten how it felt to feel burdenless. There’s always something weighing me down. But I’m glad my classmates are around. They make me laugh effortlessly. It’s always such a joy(:

Whenever I get home i spend time arguing with my cousin. We fought over the fridge just now when he tried to block me from taking a packet drink. It feels very heartwarming(: i haven’t felt that way in a long time.

What kind of life have I been living oh my goodness.

Am I being caring, or am I being overly intrusive?

Can’t get down to it

Recently everyone’s been bombarding me with the same question, “don’t you have anymore work to do?” as a matter of fact YES I DO PEOPLE. stop attempting to make me feel guilty. I realised my schedule’s all pretty jumbled up. OGL, EIE camp etc. But those can’t be compared to my OP. I’m just far too lazy to start doing up my cue cards. But I guess i have to do that later.

Had training yesterday. It turned out pretty fun after all.

 Angels and demons is awesome.

I shall finish reading it by today(: If i can since i’ve discovered my miserably short attention span for reading.

I’m becoming so reliant. I wonder if you know.

When the sun sets

does it mark a start or an end?

Take a walk down memory lane

There is some sort of flu virus snitching its way around my class now and it dominated me. So currently I’m sitting at home sniffing like some kid who lost her sense of smell. And appetite. Oh well everyone (especially you beh jing ying) GET WELL SOON!

anyway let’s take a trip back to OCS.

This is my very tired and very cute bus partner who had a sarcastic SMS bicker session with me. Love you regineh

Valencia Chuhui Jingying Cheryl Regineh <3

What’s the name of the gun again!! Anyway it’s really powerful and we’ll only see it once!

Kerina Jenn ME

It was overall not a bad visit had really great fun with my class and night vision goggles! Now i know how they make ghost films with those weird green backgrounds.

Oh yes yesterday during PE we had super alot of injuries. Sorry to those I collided into I SWEAR IT WAS ACCIDENTAL. Yingli and Nigel were classic my gosh. And the Qiqin Yaling couple totally knocked me off la. hahahaha we always have such fun times during PE it’s awesome.

Luke says my life revolves around you.

I guess it’s true in a sweet subtle way (:

Chimes

Sometimes when the clock goes tick tock tick tock

And when a special voice in your head goes ding dong ding dong

You recall that magnificent day filled with laughter, love and warmth swirled in a harmonic of music

It came too fast and went too soon

I couldn’t catch it in time

I’m left here wondering how nice it was while it lasted.

I guess it was at that point when you smiled

That i realised I couldn’t lose you.

Down and almost out

The feeling of being inadequate is probably one of the worst I’ll ever experienced. We all acknowledge that everyone have flaws and areas which we’re good at. But no one ever considered the fact that the areas which we are good at may be neglected as there are people who are better at it. Somehow I feel negligible. Sometimes. Most of the times.

Sure I am a girl next door. But even a little girl can have her own story in which for once she shines. Right?

I’ve given up clamouring for  things that will never be mine.

Quiet

It’s a quiet tuesday morning with a slightly overcast sky. One day after my promos. Nah no sense of rushing joy surging through my veins, no sense of whoohoo, just relief and lots of fatigue. I really can’t sleep more than 8 hours even though if i want to make up for lost sleep i have to sleep like a whole year. Promos wasn’t superb, but to even it out it didn’t turn out as bad as i expected. OTHER THAN CHEMISTRY THAT HORRIFYING PAPER. but at this point, i don’t think it really matters anymore.

yesterday we went out to celebrate jerrell’s birthday! very very belated birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD MAN

we managed to cheer him up! although i got a case of giddy spells which freak jenn and chuhui out hahahaha.

Okay sso this was our plan: some go with jerrell while some pretend to not be able to make it and go buy a cake and wait for him. Unfortunately due to our lousy clustering and jerrell’s sharp eyes, everyone knew that jerrell knew but we still went on the wild goose chase anyway.

So some went with jerrell, i think sheryl regina yoke kwan yingli and the other guys while jenn chuhui jingying valencia kerina and i went to get the cake. so to pretend we’re not going, we went to hide behind the bridge. A messed up 174 171 confusion thanks to jingying sent all of us scumpering back to our hiding spot.

Phone conversation between jingying and me

JY: “they go already they go already!” because she saw 171 left from top of the bridge.

Eunice:” okay okay!” every ran out and realised they boarded 174 which was still at that busstop! so we ran back in. Jingying is so sharp. okay so we went to venture around and i forgot where we went but we were playing around like a bunce of kids.

copying the statue

then we went to get cake and realise we had to get from breadtalk back haagen daaz sells at 130! hahaha we we went to get cake and check out sakae sushi only to realise the buffet starts at 3 valencia suggested ALA CARTE and jingying brilliantly asks us where was ala carte (she thought ala carte was restaurant/food) but we decided it wasn’t worth it so off we went to set up the cake!

yay yay! then when they came jenn and chuhui screamed so loudly and duh they heard! I didn’t know why we needed to hide thought- we were a group of girls sheltering a cake! then they came and we sang happy birthday but because i didn’t know where they were coming from i sang in the wrong direction at nothingness. but it didn’t matter because JERRELL SEAH went to hide behind people!

but it turned out so awesome after all

we went shopping!

cute right! we got keychains too hahahaha.

then we went to sakae and got full real easily! jenn’s advice: don’t stand up or your food will go down and you’ll feel fuller. oh and i broke a chopstick.

okay look i wasn’t being violent. that annoying fried salmon was WAY too hard.

anyway there ends our awesome day

Someone wrote this quote in my book:

People always say that when you’re in love, everything in the world doesn’t matter. But that’s not true, is it? You know, and I know that, when you’re in love, everything matters a little bit more.

Sunshine (:

Had a super duper awesome day with Chua and Cheng yesterday! It was so nice being back into the arms of people who express so outrightly how much they actually love you – it’s nice to feel so loved once in while I can’t wait to meet them again

Today was utterly fun and productive with Jenn, JingYing and Jerrell I wondered how come we could keep doing work. Just kept working and laughing and eating for goodness knows how long but thanks to you three i at least spent a useful day

Friends are really unpredictable people. At times they made you feel so FAB, like your life has never been more colourful. But sometimes they have the ability to ruin your mood in just a matter of words.

But luckily for me, no matter how bad things go, I always have this very fantastic friend standing right by me I think he knows who he is. Thanks you lousy person!

It’s nice to have someone around who can keep you smiling

Dilemma

Had a long talk with zi pwarng yesterday

I miss you!

And we ended up talking about some serious stuff after gossiping and laughing. She taught me alot through the whole course of the year and yesterday again I asked her for some advice. Duty v.s. passion is probably one of the hardest thing I have to determine now. It’s a battle between want and need. Let’s hope zi pwarng is right about it this time and that passion will be incorporated into duty she’s seldom right though! I’M WAITING FOR MY BUBBLE TEAS!

Talked to reg love too Actually I thought the talk was going to be like 30 min but when sn girls come together we chit chat for like almost an hour until we found out we had to go bathe and have dinner heh. She’s seriously one of the most amzing girls i’ve ever met. Unbeatable I swear. Reg ah, we both learnt alot during our journey back then and you’ve grown into someone we’re all very proud of what matters is what we’ve found now so remember we’ll always love you Let’s challenge 24 hours next time

After moving on so long, for the first time I turned back

I saw the person who was once me

I look at my reflection, that very girl

I turned back into the direction belonging to me and kept walking.