Monsoon

Monsoon season seems damn awesome during the period of heat like July or August. But now that it’s here, I guess no one’s a big fan. The rain is not even reasonable WHERE DOES ALL THE WATER COME FROM?!

Yesterday I set off to school for dance at 1. Usually I’ll reach by 1.30 but yesterday was a crazy exception. It just started raining. Then it got heavier. And heavier. The next moment I saw that the bus I was in was travelling in a tiny river. The water was so high that wheels of cars were not visible and cars were literally swimming through it. The water was murky and totally gross so some people waiting at the busstop were mercilessly splashed when the bus drove up.

Drains were overflowing and I was like totally stunned. But i saw a tiny car sped up and splashed all its surrounding cars though. That was pretty funny. Then we got into a huge jam and my bus moved 2 inches in 5 minutes. Finally I couldn’t take it and got off. And walked straight into a mini pedestrian flood. So my skirt was soaked through when i arrived at ds2 with only the scholars and Saiful. Those who needed to take bus were damn late of course.

It’s raining again. But I think there isn’t enough water left to descend from the heavens so it’s lighter today. I shall go do some work now.

I’m taken aback. But I think it was because I never understood you from the start.

Broken

突然觉得很茫然。

也不知道明天为何要醒来。

我在你眼里重要吗？

Photograph

Went to get a flu jab today. It wasn’t really painful. The doctor was gentle until he realised I wasn’t really afraid and he was just making a futile attempt. So yup that marks the end of it. I’m tough!

Then we met up with my pregnant aunt! HI EZEN D I can’t wait for my new cousin to be born!

We went to my aunt’s house and i played with my little cousin. He was very jealous of the 2 year old boy my aunt was babysitting. I was amused but frankly jealousy is a horrid emotion.

Wesley <3

I want to ask. But I’m held back by a mix of fear and disappointment.

Missing

It was some crazy day today. I’m way too tired to elaborate but mainly Shairah, Saiful and I met at Northpoint to make a scrapbook for Ly. It was a very pressurizing, intense yet super hilarious session. I keep finding identical photos and I kept asking Shairah why she printed two. She insisted the photos were different! Saiful and I laughed so hard because she held up two identical photos of Ly and said,”LOOK AT HER FACE!! THE FACE!!” Okay seriously they were exactly the same!

So visitors of KFC probably were entertained by the sight of a cranky woman yelling,”STOP STRESSING ME OUT IT’S NOT FUNNY!” and one guy and one girl laughing so hard that they were toppling over each other. Then we were rushing to the airport. Shairah mastered the art of walking fast and Saiful has long legs. So they were sifting through the crowd at lightning speed. BUT I CANNOT. so i was half walking and half jogging to catch up. AND WHAT HAPPENED? we waited at the bus stop for ten minutes. YOU TWO WATCH OUT.

Yup we found Ly and had fun talking and laughing. Then too soon it was 5.35 and she had to board the plane. It wasn’t until she walked in that I realised I’m going to miss her so much. Her laughter, her rattling, just her. She’ll always be uber special to me.

I’m unsure of many things now. It troubles me. How do I keep the smile from blending into a frown?

<3

Up till now no one has asked me about the titles of my blog posts I realised. And I also realised that I don’t exactly read titles of blog posts as well. But somehow I know they signify something(:

Well i spent about the whole of yesterday doing up minutes for my pw group project file and realised that I did it to way too much detail. But at least we’ve got one thing out of the way. I know I need to practise my script later but that can wait. Wanted to call Jingying the whole day yesterday but I kept getting distracted. Then at night, by some sort of strange telepathy she called((:

“Eunice ah I’m really bored” she chattered in chinese. I miss her quite a bit

We were on a secret topic but it was a happy funny topic that had me chiding her all the way. Something was troubling me of course. Well, two things but they are not very very significant. I think. She made me feel better though(:

Mum called just now from bangkok. I was so happy to hear her voice, she sounds energetic and chirpy

My life is so boring that I went to grab a random book from my cousin’s room and started reading Fear Street by R.L.Stine. It’s..well not as frightening as the prologue proclaimed. But it’s a good mystery short story.

I’m contented to have you right here(: More than enough.

Messed

It’s getting hard to decipher what is to be done and what is not. I realise I’ve forgotten how it felt to feel burdenless. There’s always something weighing me down. But I’m glad my classmates are around. They make me laugh effortlessly. It’s always such a joy(:

Whenever I get home i spend time arguing with my cousin. We fought over the fridge just now when he tried to block me from taking a packet drink. It feels very heartwarming(: i haven’t felt that way in a long time.

What kind of life have I been living oh my goodness.

Am I being caring, or am I being overly intrusive?

Can’t get down to it

Recently everyone’s been bombarding me with the same question, “don’t you have anymore work to do?” as a matter of fact YES I DO PEOPLE. stop attempting to make me feel guilty. I realised my schedule’s all pretty jumbled up. OGL, EIE camp etc. But those can’t be compared to my OP. I’m just far too lazy to start doing up my cue cards. But I guess i have to do that later.

Had training yesterday. It turned out pretty fun after all.

 Angels and demons is awesome.

I shall finish reading it by today(: If i can since i’ve discovered my miserably short attention span for reading.

I’m becoming so reliant. I wonder if you know.

When the sun sets

does it mark a start or an end?

Take a walk down memory lane

There is some sort of flu virus snitching its way around my class now and it dominated me. So currently I’m sitting at home sniffing like some kid who lost her sense of smell. And appetite. Oh well everyone (especially you beh jing ying) GET WELL SOON!

anyway let’s take a trip back to OCS.

This is my very tired and very cute bus partner who had a sarcastic SMS bicker session with me. Love you regineh

Valencia Chuhui Jingying Cheryl Regineh <3

What’s the name of the gun again!! Anyway it’s really powerful and we’ll only see it once!

Kerina Jenn ME

It was overall not a bad visit had really great fun with my class and night vision goggles! Now i know how they make ghost films with those weird green backgrounds.

Oh yes yesterday during PE we had super alot of injuries. Sorry to those I collided into I SWEAR IT WAS ACCIDENTAL. Yingli and Nigel were classic my gosh. And the Qiqin Yaling couple totally knocked me off la. hahahaha we always have such fun times during PE it’s awesome.

Luke says my life revolves around you.

I guess it’s true in a sweet subtle way (:

Chimes

Sometimes when the clock goes tick tock tick tock

And when a special voice in your head goes ding dong ding dong

You recall that magnificent day filled with laughter, love and warmth swirled in a harmonic of music

It came too fast and went too soon

I couldn’t catch it in time

I’m left here wondering how nice it was while it lasted.

I guess it was at that point when you smiled

That i realised I couldn’t lose you.